I think people define time differently…
Although scientifically, we shared/used the same time…
But still… Don’t get what I mean? (@_@)
For example, word such as ‘later’, ‘a while’, even ‘5 minutes’, ‘half an hour’, ‘1 hour’ etc… People tell you that they will be here ‘later’, so maybe you will think: “Ah, I think he/she will arrive soon”. But you can’t guarantee he/she will be here soon, maybe he/she has thing to do and need more time…
Even people who tell u exactly what the time they will be there, they are still not punctual, for sure, I can guarantee, they will also be late no matter by how long…
That is why I try not to care about the time people often promised me, because I know eventually they will disappoint me…
As for myself, I try my best to be punctual or at least not to let the people waited for me so long… Because I don’t like people to wait for me… I’ll feel ‘uncomfortable’…
I know it is hard to change because we are human. Don’t know why but sometimes I do feel dissatisfied with human being, even though I’m one…
Some actions/behaviors/talks etc. of human being makes me dislike them or maybe sometimes even ‘hate’ them… I know I shouldn’t say like this because I’m human too, but u know sometimes it is hard to control feeling… And for myself, I always let my feeling/emotion takes over my mind/thought… Which is not good actually…
However, I don’t expect me to change because I think I know myself, its hard for me to change one thing… But it still possible, it just a matter of time, I guess… Or some one that can make me to change… Who knows… Let see as time flies by…
P/S: If I'm 'bad', I'll do back what people did to me... :(
