爱情

最近的我好想谈恋爱，毕竟今年19岁了， 再过明年就20了。

但自己总觉得自己还没准备好要谈恋爱的心情，也害怕会被爱情给伤害。

也许我是个胆小，总害怕被人伤害。

我该怎么办呢？爱情让我即期待又害怕。

我想被男生们喜欢，但我却没听他们说过他们喜欢我，只被女生们说过。

我该怎么让男生们喜欢我呢？我并不想改变自己。

他们就不能喜欢上这样的我吗?

等待与被抛弃

我。。。不喜欢等待的感觉，
因为我很怕等不到的感觉，
然后就会觉得被抛弃的感觉。

等待是unpredictable的，
你不会知道你会不会等得到，
你只能去猜测你会不会等得到。

被抛弃，被人不理，
因为很怕被抛弃，被人不理的感觉，
所以不敢付出太多，免得伤太深。

我对朋友的要求很多，
但我又不愿付出，我也不知我有没有付出，
我不知道我这个朋友值不值得他们交。

Won't Regret

I won't regret that I choose to like you guys... Because I know that you guys won't let me down, I can believe in you guys... After read all those articles, I'm sure that I had made a right decision to like you guys... All your efforts, hardworking, suffers, pains that you guys had has bring you guys to the day that you are today... Hope that we can continue like this for years, hope that I won't betray you guys, but I do believe that you guys will have my heart forever, because you guys know how to make us, Cassiopeia, continue to like you guys... I do really like you guys, so please don't let me down, I'll believe in you guys... 동방신기파이팅....

An Unforgettable Lesson

Today I'm having a lesson that I will never ever forget for the rest of my life...
A lesson that I used RM500 to have it and experienced it by myself...
If I ever forget it, then I'm an USELESS person...
I promise to myself that this will be my last and only lesson I'll had for the rest of my life...
Please bear this in mind, coz I won't write too much in here...
U muz bear this in mind, TIN LEI FEI!!!
Don't U ever forget this UNFORGETTABLE and VALUABLE lesson!!!