我怎么了？

男生是不是认为我有了男朋友，才没有追求/进一步的想了解我呢？

还是说我的人真的‘有问题’？

可是我真的比以前好很多了呢。。。

“可能缘份还没到吧。” 一直都用这句话来说服/安慰自己。。。

只是突然想到这，也想把它记录下来，所以就出现在 Blog 了。。。

还是那句话~~~ 我的，始终都会是我的。。。

Again, I Feel That I'm Lucky

Wow, the very last time I wrote & posted a blog was 20 March 2012, which is last year. It is more than a year already since the last posted. 

This time I'm going to write about my very 1st permanent job (which is not confirmed yet, as I have a 6 months probation, but for sure I won't get myself fired, haha...).

There are about 13 people in our batch during briefing/orientation. We got all the three races among us, but still we get along very well with each other. Oh ya, the orientation is only for 3 days. 

On Thursday, we were all assigned to our own team/group/so-called the 'account'. There are 6 assigned to the 'Dell Team' and others (each of us) is assigned to different teams. Fyi, I was assigned under Avaya Team.

On Thursday itself, I was guided/taught how to use the system, although I still do not get my PC yet. There is this guy ~ Derrick who is responsible to teach me what I should learn & make sure that I understand. The thing is that all of us (the new hire) do not have our own PC yet and they got nothing to do, while only me & Dickson that have readings to do. But still I'm better/luckier than Dickson, because at least I have guidance/demonstration from Derrick while Dickson have to figure out by himself.

And today, Friday, again I was given demonstration by Derrick and was asked to try to do few quotations by myself (of course he is there to make sure no mistake, because I'm doing the REAL quotations, not just practices that can make some mistakes and still OK). 

I'm doing all these while my other friends, some are still got nothing to do, some still reading the notes (without guidance from the senior) & expected to able to do quotations by the end of the month, some still have videos (on how to do the quotations) to watch.

So, to sum my story is that I feel I'm lucky enough, although I have these 'workloads', but at least I have someone beside me to guide me and teach me one by one, not like the others who still waiting the Senior to teach them. 

Am always feel grateful & thankful for all that I'm experiencing/having. Thanks.

After Dental Appointments

By 1st of April, Shi Peng (the one who did my teeth) said can continue w/ crowning liao, if like tat then within 2months all my teeth can be done/fixed liao lor. But the problem is if i write to work in June, then maybe I can't go to Cameron Highland again w/ my family (if i got hired).

My sis said going to Cameron again in June (during school holidays), because last time we went, there are lots of places that v din go coz of few 'OKUs' among us, hihi, which mean d elders... So she plan to go again in June, just w/ few of us. So wana go again w/ them.

I think at last i'll write my availability for work is in July (most probably)...

Haven't take photo for my resume and haven't renew my IC, passport gonna renew later when its near to December... Have to done take photo 1st before i can submit my resume. Is it photo is necessary for resume? If not then i'll just submit w/o it... Hmm...

KL-PJ

I ever said that I don't like KL's life(style) but I do miss the Gelato, Chatime, Starbucks, cinemas, shopping malls (entertainment) there...

My friend just posted something on Twitter expressing her feeling. That made me think maybe we should move to (working) KL again and leave this small town of us.

I'm really gonna miss those entertainment facilities there. If they are available here, maybe I won't miss them so much.

Don't know what decision I'll make in few more months, although I'm already kinda made up my mind to work in Kelantan, but who knows I'll change the thinking, hmm.

Should I go for fortune teller? I'm kinda curious to go, but also quite afraid of what I might told. Really to make up my mind ASAP.

How can they do this?

I'll only post a blog right after reading my friends' blogs, mostly.

Then I'll keep wondering how they can keep continue writing blog?

Because I don't have the passion I used to have when writing a blog anymore. That is the reason why I rarely here, beside being lazy, hihi.

How I wish I can came here every time I have stories to share or something on my mind to be share, then I'll post a lot.

There are 2 things that I wish to write now, one is about the weird dream I had last night, another is about ..... I'll write about that next time. Lets talk about the dream first.

I dreamt that I have my own baby, but the question is I can't remember I gave birth to him and I can't even feel the pain, he is just there to be my baby. I remember I called him Nicky in the dream because his name is Nick(?) and I can't even remember his Chinese name (not even after I woke up), but I also keep calling him Chee Shawn as I always forget his name is Nicky.

He is much prettier and cuter than Chee Shawn and I really like him, how I wish I'll have him in my real life (after I get married of course). I don't know why I have such dream, having a baby, huh... Maybe because I helped my sis' family booked for the trip, so I need to fill in their details for 2 adults and a child... And in the dream, the baby surname is Poo, I think maybe because I wrote poo yee chian's name for the booking, but why only Poo, and not Koong, Yeo etc... But in Chinese, the Poo in my dream is not yee chian's Poo, its another Poo...

If he really came to me in the future, I'll be really happy to have him as my child... A pretty and cute baby... ^_^

白羊座的超強魅力

白羊座

常保天真，常保魅力

遠遠走來一群女生，很容易就可以分辨出誰是白羊座，只要笑得最誇張的那個就是白羊座。

從不在乎別人怎麼看你，愛恨分明的你，常拒絕一些你主觀上認為不適合的人選。

但有時也該給那些被你笑聲吸引的男生一些機會，因為你快樂的樣子，讓他們很想接近你，就算不喜歡，也別拒人於千里之外，也許他們的朋友中有你喜歡的人選呢！

白羊座最大的魅力就是天真，只要時時保持你天真的說話特質，就能吸引那些喜歡真性情的男生。

如 “你好嗎？”、“需要我的協助嗎？”，即使是簡單的問候辭，但一經過白羊座女生熱情的說話腔調，都能讓聽的人心花朵朵開！

下次，當遇見喜歡的男生時，請別客氣，用你獨一無二的感染力去征服他吧！

But i really do agree on 笑得最誇張, 常拒絕一些你主觀上認為不適合的人選 & 別拒人於千里之外....

Will 'this' change?

I'm in doubt now whether the situation will change. Don't think so it will change by the way it looks now.

Why they do 'activities' at night??? Can they do during daytime n finish them by night (at or before 12am)??? I did too at night, but i don disturb others.

Do I need to tell them 'face-to-face', asking them to 'go on bed' early? I ain't their mother and it is a common sense to not disturb others (if u have the senses).

I'm feeling kinda tired, just 'dealing' with this, although not really 'deal' with it. But i'm physically and mentally tired and exhausted, not even doing my assignments and facing my exam papers.

How i wish i'm a 'noble person', then i 'let go easily' and easily deal with people. How i wish i have the mind and heart of the monk, then i won't care that much and have a peaceful mind and life.

And i can only wish because it can't be realized....