A Dizzy Day

I'm so tired yesterday, so can't write my blog tat i supposed to write yesterday, i write it on today... I went to Times Square wif my frens yesterday.. But the day b4 tat i only slept for 2 or 3 hours, all of us oso slept for only 2 or 3 hours.. Then after v arrived there, v went Sungei Wang to eat breakfast.. After that, v went to CosmoWorld to play.. 1st, i was happy, but after 2 or 3 times, i felt like wana vomit all the things in my stomach.. My head n my stomach were very dizzy.. Haiz... Shouldn't eat breakfast b4 play... Its a very dizzy and tiring day for me.. Although so, i'm very happy to be wif my frens.. I like the feeling to be wif frens, so i don mind if i'm tired or wat... Haha... I hope i can write longer bout my day at KL, but i feel lazy now.. So i'll stop here.. Haha...

Went to 1U wif frens...

Today, no, i mean yesterday(28/9), i went to One Utama(1U) wif my frens... V went to watch a movie, directed by Wong Jing, but i don think its a good movie...

Emily is the happiest one today, coz her mom let her follow us to 1U, so she is very happy... Haha, can see through her face how happy she was...

I oso met Melvin, he was wif his frens, v din talk to each other, juz smile then he left dy... Haiz... Anyway its a happy day for me to hang out wif new frens here coz i like to hang out wif frens, they make me very happy...

Feeling no good!

These two days i feel like very 'hot', i mean i'm going to get fever... Coz my body feel very hot, n when i'm breathing, my breath is hot too... When i'm at my home, these all simptoms said that i'm going to hv fever soon, n i'll really hav it.. But after i come here. i duno whether it will be the same or not.. I hope that i won't get sick here... Coz if it so, then i'll miss my mom n my home a lot.. I oso hv difficulty to eat the 'panadol' coz i can't swallow medicine.. So i hate to sick... Coz i hv to eat the medicine in hard way... Ahhhh, GOD, please don let me sick... Please.... I am oso having exam this week, please don make it harder for me....

Lucky me to have them..

I am so happy these days, coz last last night Siew Hua called me to chat me, n tonight (i mean yesterday nite) Chin Shia oso called me to chat wif me...

I'm not in good mood these few days, n their calls really make my days 'bright', haha.. I'm so happy to chat wif them, n heard story from them, i can oso share my story wif them, n expressed my feelings.. Haha..

They know tat i won't call them to chat, i'll only sms to them.. Haha, so bad me, n so sad to them hv fren like me.. Haha.. So bcoz they know me, so they always call me... Maybe they want to keep our friendship n make sure each of us still keep in touch, so they will call me although i won't call them..

I think i don like to call them coz one, my phone credit will decrease n two, i don hv much topics to say if i call them, but if they call me, i can talk very long, haha.. Coz not me paying the bill ma.. Haha.. So bad me.. Luckily they din mind bout the bills...

I feel that i'm really lucky to hv frens like them... Although sometimes, v do hv arguments but that won't effect our relationship coz it is a part of our 'communication'.. Haha.. I know that i never say this to them coz i'm shy n not 'biasa' to do that, but i wan to do it now in my blog, hopefully they can see this one day...

Siew Hua & Chin Shia

I love u guys....

Saranghae, chin gu ya...

*chin gu (korean) = friend

Am i bad thinking like this?

I am alone in my room now.. Coz she went to her sis house.. Duno y i din feel like sad or lonely after she go, but weird, i do feel a little bit happy of her gone.. Am i bad? But i do like how i feel now.. Coz when she is not around i feel like free n not so 'suffer'... Haha.. I'm bad coz hv this kind of feeling.. But i'm human being, i do hv right to not like some one... Like u all.. Haha... Bcoz of her, i miss my other frens a lot, coz i don think they give me the 'feeling' like she gave to me.. So i like my frens more than i like her.. Maybe she oso think the same like i think.. Coz she oso has her own frens b4 she hv us... I even like my new frens more than her... I think i know y i don like her.. The answer is coz of her 'FAKE'... She always give me the feeling that she is fake, everythings she do, i oso think is fake.. Even when she is 'hurt', i oso think that she make it out... This is not my fault, coz she told me b4 tat sometimes she is not really hurt but her mind keep telling her tat its hurt, so she become 'more hurt' than she is 'hurt'... Haha.. A little bit confusing here... Anyway, to make it short, it is called '心理作用' in chinese... Bcoz of this word, i even don't believe her when she is hurt... How to say... Erm, also i'm hurt or what, i don like to bother other ppl so if can i won't let other ppl know that i'm hurt unless i'm really in pain, but she is like, ' I want everybody knows that i'm hurt', so she will do things to attract ppl attention, this is what i think bout her... All my frens are like me, only she is the one totally different from all of us, so i can't really accept this.. I might need more times to get close n understand her, but i don think that i'll like her like i like my frens, not even u give me the time of my whole life to understand her or like her...Its no way....

She did it again...

Erm... I'm not very happy today... Not at skol but back at my hostel, my room... Actually i din feel so happy since morning, but my feeling is better after i went to skol n gather wif my fren... The story is like this, this morning, i woke up, usually she wake up earlier than me, but today duno y when i wake up, she still sleeping, so i ask her whether she wan to take bath 1st, she told me to shower 1st, so i went to brush my teeth, while i was brushing my teeth, i heard someone is using the bathroom n taking bath.. Then i know tat it was her.. I feel unhappy.. But i din blame her, coz i thought mayb she din know what she answer me when i asked her. So juz now, at bout 8.30pm, i asked her whether she know what i asked her this morning, she said she know, that mean she was doing that on purpose lor... I duno.. I din blame her, but my heart feel unhappy n not comfortable, so i talk less wif her juz now.. I can't control my feeling... She always ask ppl what they think bout her, n if there is anything bad bout her, juz tell her n she will change, this is what she said, bu i don think she will change lor.. Coz i heard that long time ago dy, but i din see changes from her... Haih... Actually i din expect to see that she will change coz i know, as a human being, it is hard to change yourself... But however, i know that i hv 2 more years to be wif her.. I juz hope that my patience limit is enough for me to be wif her for 2 more years.. I'm a patience person but i still hv my limit.. Haha.. But i'm confident that i can do this.. Haha..Anyway, i juz write this to express my feeling n after this i'll be ok.. I'm only not ok for now n today.. So if u accidently read this, pls don get mad on me.. Haha..

Whats wrong with my Bluetooth

I am so frustrated now.. I can't use my Bluetooth to send songs or pictures... I bought a laptop tat come together with Bluetooth, last time i can still use it but now.... I can send songs to Sok Ming's phone from my laptop through Bluetooth, but i can't send it to my phone... I can send or receive songs or pics from my frens phone to my phone... So now, i duno whether its my phone's Bluetooth tat has problem or my laptop's Bluetooth has problem... I am having headache now.. Haiz.. I bought the laptop n the phone wif quite an expensive price n now i got problem wif them.. Duno wat to do n don't know how to solve this, maybe hav to ask Nick, the student helper, to solve this... But i don like to ask ppl to solve my problem for me coz i think that i'm bothering them, so i rarely ask for other ppl's help... I only will ask for help if i really really can't solve my problems, like this time... If still can't or its my phone problem, then hv to solve it when i go back to Jerteh... I mean immediately solve it... Haha....

DBSK's oppas, I miss u guys!

I was reading articles bout DBSK in Soompi Forums, articles all bout them, bout their coming concert, their schedule at overseas.... Fans even share their story tat they met the boys and got their autograph... When I read the articles, I feel like wana cry, duno why... Maybe I'm touched of the story, maybe i feel sad n pity coz the boys hv to rushed from many places, n their schedule oso full of activities, they r very very very tired dy... Uknow oso lost his weight dy, he know become even thinner... Its not good... V all wan them to be healthy, eat good, sleep good, hav enough rest... But SM company making them very hard n always schedule them wif lots of activities, i mean A LOT of activities... Their concert in Taiwan, Hong Kong n Thailand is confirmed dy, but Malaysia one is not confirmed yet. There are a lot of rumour bout their concert in Malaysia saying tat it will be held on wat date, where the venue, but none of it is true coz the organizer haven't say anything bout the concert.. So, v will hv to wait... I really wan to go to their concert but.... I duno if i can go or not... GOD, please for one time, please let me go to their concert, i'm willing to do anything for U, i'm oso willing to sacrifice anything to go to their concert, juz for once... PLEASE....

Laughing+Crying

I duno when i started to laugh n cry in the same time... Not really cry, but everytime i laugh hard then my tears will fall down... I oso duno y, but i think its bcoz i rarely cry so there is lot of tears in my eyes, the way to decrease the tears in my eyes is by falling down whenever i laugh so hard.. Haha.. I duno if i'm like this when i was in primary skol, but i'm sure tat i'm like this when i was in Form 4 and Form 5.. Then my frens will laugh at me saying tat i was crying... I keep explaining to them tat i'm laughing not crying but they still teasing me.. Same thing happened today when i laugh so hard n my tears keep falling down, they told me not to cry.. Haha... Hard to explain to them, haiz... I really hope tat when i'm laughing, i'm not 'crying' in the same time.. I don wan ppl to feel tat i'm fake, i hate if ppl will think tat i'm fake n not showning the real me.. Coz i'm trying to act myself everytimes i make frens... Haiz.... Hope my frens can understand me, n not said tat i'm crying la next time...

I miss my COMP!

Eveytime i see Dong Bang Shin Ki's photos, pictures or wallpapers, i'll miss my computer at home very much.. When i was at my home, i copy paste n download a lot of DBSK's pics, now i'm here at PJ n bought a new laptop, n its nothing in my laptop, although i have copy some from my comp in my pen drive but its still not enough, now if i wan those pics, i hav to download or copy paste it again... I don wan... SHIRO... Really really miss my comp... Really really got a lot of pics n songs inside... [crying].....My comp.....

So tired now!

This whole week, i feel very tired, not enough sleep, and suddenly feel like hav many things to do, homeworks, assignments, tutorial.... I oso haven't finish my notes yet.. Haiz... And after 2 weeks time, v will sit for mid term exam dy... Really really feel sleepy now... But i know tat i hv to do my english works.. No matter wat i will so it tonight although i can't finish it.. Look like i'll wake up very late tomolo coz tonight will sleep late n oso want to 'ganti' my sleep for the whole week.. Haha... Fighting!!!

I'm at KDU College now!

I'm now staying at KDU College's hostel. Juz bought my laptop on Sunday at Low Yat Plaza... N my fren juz help me to install things n do the wireless thing for me yesterday, so from now on, i can online n do the things i always do.. Haha.. Of course includes blogging n search for my favourite DBSK.. Haha.. I hav been here for bout 3 weeks... This week is the 3rd week if i'm not wrong... The hostel is ok though it seems a little bit 'old', coz KDU is a expensive college.. Haha.. But the 'black peope' here is too many, u can see them whenever u go...I mean the Africans... There is also students from other coutries, international students, v called them... I oso get to know some Korean frens... I oso make fren wif a guy from England, he is 23 something n he is getting married alreasy, so young, i wonder y he wants to get marry at the young age... He is quite handsome lor coz his eyes r blue one... The Korean guys, like what v know, their eyes r 'sepet', haha... But ok la, quite good looking... In this few davys, about 30 students came from Finland to study here but i heard they only stay here at bout 3 months... Wah, almost all the Finland guys are good looking... If chin shia is here, i'm sure she will get crazy coz she like the 'white guys' ery much... Haha... Bout my study, ok lor so far, i juz confuse bout my marketing n business coz they r quite similar.. So i always mismatch both points... My mid term exam is around, still got bout 2 weeks time, luckily they r in multiple choice question (MCQ), or else i duno how to sit for my exam dy... So guys, wish me luck, k... Haha....