Sickness

Juz took panadol... Have been cough for bout one week but these few days plus the flu and a bit fever... Tomolo going to watch movie wif frens at 1U and this weekend going to Genting... Hope that I'll get better b4 we go up to Genting coz I wana have fun and enjoy...

This is what i think... I think ppl hardly believe that I can get sick, coz in their eyes, I'm way too healthy to get sick. WHY??? Is it I'm not human being? Excuse me, I'm oso human what, no matter how strong or how healthy I look like, but I can also get sick, ok?!

Deep down in my heart I'm also like other gals that afraid to be hurt and wanting to have love. Juz because I look stronger or maybe look a bit fierce doesn't mean that I don need a guy in my life. If I duno how to act cute, doesn't mean that I don love d guy. Even though I might look COLD, but I'm WARM inside... How can u guys see this? Coz I din show it to u guys, not, only to my frens...

Try to go to class and get enough rest at home... And faster recover... OMG, i get the FLU that I hate so much... Coz it sure need times to fully recover... Not juz me, but a lot of frens get sick these days, mayb coz of the weather... Hope that everyone can faster recover also... Praying...

感人の话语

不管上天入地，都要抓到你，
不管天塌地陷，都要保护你，
不管冰天雪地，最后的温度都给你，
不管天涯海角，都要找到你。

一生等待，只为一刻绽放。
一生泪流，只为一刻倾城。
一生爱慕，只为一刻重逢。
一生珍惜，只为一刻绽放。

爱。。。是什么？
如果它注定给你伤害,
你会选择勇敢,
还是选择逃离？

有没有一种爱情，叫做天长地久？
有没有一种依存，叫做形影不离？
有没有一种感觉，叫做老夫老妻？

偏心就是因为，
心在你那里。

如果这世界上真的存在月老，
那么他和他之间是否早有注定的红线？
如果这世界上真的没有缘分，
那么这两个人又是凭借什么力量走到现在？
大概，就是爱。

我不是因为同性恋而喜欢他，
也不是因为他而变成同性恋，
而是因为我喜欢的他恰好和我是同性而已!
那是种灵魂相吸,无关性别。
只是喜欢那个人。。。这种感觉很让人感动。。。

无主的悲哀，带这多少无奈。
眼前的世界。只有我在发呆。
我对你多么期待。期盼你的早日到来。
揭开我的枷锁，释放我的无奈。
因为只要你在，世界变得多精彩。

绝爱就是，
即使已经绝望了还要继续爱下去，
只要还可以呼吸就可以爱下去，
你把我伤的遍体鳞伤也要爱下去，
因为除了爱你，我早在遇见你的那天起就没有了选择的余地。
就算得不到也没有关系，只要可以站在你的身边就可以，只要你的眼里有我就可以，
只要……只要我知道我爱你就可以。

摩天轮在空中不断的旋转着，夜空安静如水，群星耀眼如斯。
忽然想起来小时候的故事，有着单纯的快乐和美好的结局。
忽然就想摩天轮永远都不要停，可以一直旋转下去，
这样，时间是不是就可以静止。
这样，故事是不是依旧可以在想像里美丽。
这样，我是不是可以在你的身边再多呆一秒。

不管是认识了他，
一年，一个月，一天，一小时，还是一分钟，
都没有任何的区别，
因为看见你的第一秒，
就已经在你的瞳孔里彻底的沦陷。
因为关于你温暖的怀抱，
我在上辈子就已经开始寻找。

在万千人海中，我一眼就可以认出其中你的影子，
就像在万千沙砾中，我一眼就可以认出属于我的那颗璀璨的珍珠一样。
只要是看见你的背影，听见你的呼吸，就一定可以认出你。
不管经过多少轮回，在怎样陌生的地方，在万千人海中，我一定可以第一个找到你。
因为，你也在呼唤着我。

你笑一下，我会开心好几天,
你哭一回，我却要伤心好几年。

对我而言，
你的存在，就是神明对我莫大的恩赐，
让我可以为了一个人，那么认真的努力着。
对我而言，
可以看见你在我的身边沉睡，就是神明莫大的恩典，
你对我的信任，足够我拿全部的世界去交换。
对我而言，
整个世界，都比不上你一个笑容的重量。
对我而言，
没有你，天堂也是地狱，有你，地狱也是天堂。

有时候我也在想，这个世界有那么的大，为什么就是遇见了你呢？为什么会爱上你呢？为什么会变的无法自拔呢？那么多的人，每一个都不一样的人，为什么我没有爱上其他的人呢？
因为那个人不叫郑允浩，没有豆包脸也不会撒娇。
因为那个人不叫金在中，不喜欢照镜子和臭美。
因为那个人不叫郑允浩，没有王一样的风范和光芒。
因为那个人不叫金在中，没有花一样的倾城容颜。
因为那个人不叫郑允浩，不会跳舞也不会耍赖。
因为那个人不叫金在中，不会喜欢耍赖还说自己真的很乖巧。
因为那个人不是你。
因为来到这个世界就是为了你。
因为除了你谁也爱不上。
只是这样而已。
(载自某豆花文)

只能让我最爱的人看见我的懦弱。 （某人的真心话，hehe）

隐藏在你生日中的性格秘密!

一、进取型(生日日期∶1,5,8,10,14,15,17,23,25)

性格解构： 进取型的女子，大致上有以下的共通点：具有无比的独立精神，酷爱自由讨厌受束缚。头脑清晰，脑筋转得快，是个解决棘手问题的高手。喜欢追求刺激，甘于 冒险，只要下定决心，就会排除万难达成目标。意志力强以及挑战心旺盛，从不服输。不过，较易遇上一大问题：朋友虽然多，但敌人也多。有时又会出现大胆行 为，莽撞行事，令身边的X吃一惊，甚至会影响大局。建议：你不妨约她去郊外走走骑骑脚踏车，放风筝，或者玩刺激的活动。

二、实干型 (生日日期∶4,6,13,16,22,24,26,28,31)

性格解构： 这类型的女子通常都较为温和稳重，脚踏实地。由于冷静谨慎，所以更细微的环节她都能够兼顾得到。诚实认真，责任心强，处理事情极有条理，自然容易赢得别人 信任。耐力韧性也一样惊人，富有战胜重重困难的莫大力量。无疑的她不论对待任何人，都能够表现得亲切大方，但偶然间的太过自我中心，会令她无法与其它人协 调。其实，她轻易受到别人的影响本来是个优点，但过分坚持自己的一套做法，就会变得固执。建议：想吸引她注意，你适宜穿得稳重，衬衫西裤最稳当。由于她对 任何细微的环节都察觉得到，所以，你对她亦要处处表现出特别细心，向她坦诚，就肯定会赢得信任。

三、浪漫型 (生日日期∶2,7,9,11,18,20,27,29)

性格解构： 简单地讲，她的个性不但温婉浪漫，感情丰富，更是多愁善感。而且为人十分敏感，懂得察颜观色，很善解人意。此外，也热爱和平。她的小缺点就是容易为一点小 事而受伤害。又因太过自我中心而缺乏与周围协调的能力。感情用事亦是其中一个小毛病，往往会因此而影响大局。此外，运气虽然不错，但如果过于任性，或者会 碰上意想不到的挫折。建议：看星星、到海边走走，或者送本爱情小说给她都不错。记得准备纸巾，随时准备借个肩膀给她。也要记住，她心灵有点脆弱，你要小心 说话，以免讲多错多。

四、才华型 (生日日期∶3,12,19,30)

性格解构： 你要记住，这类型的女孩子大多数都充满艺术天分或者语言天分，亦具有高贵的气质。她对任何人和事也抱有兴趣，喜欢提出许多疑问，故知识非常丰富。还有她的 想象力十分强。即使性情令人难以捉摸，不过基本上都是属于受欢迎的类型。但有时又容易沉醉于玩乐而缺乏责任感。建议：你最好先熟读一些关于艺术方面的资 料，方便与她聊聊。学一两句外语也无妨。别把自己装扮的太俗气， 避免令她反感。只要你有多方面的知识，或者是某方面的专家，就很容易获得她的青睐。

五、开朗型 (生日日期∶21)

性格解构： 特别开朗，时刻散发住朝气活力，不论去到哪里，都会受欢迎，成为众人焦点，是个百分百人气王。另外，她凡事往好处去想，是个非常乐天的女孩。既然是人气 王，自然容易招人嫉妒，易惹是非，遭人说闲话。本来凡事往好处去想，这种乐天的性格很好，但这样可能会稍为欠缺危机感，将眼前的问题看的过于简单并不好。 建议：千万别出现文弱书生的模样，应该要穿得阳刚又有朝气一点。有时稍为充当她的军师，提醒她抹些事情可能遇到的危机，需要小心，她会感激在心的。

Celine Dion – Because You Loved Me

Celine Dion – Because You Loved Me

For all those times you stood by me
For all the truth that you made me see
For all the joy you brought to my life
For all the wrong that you made right
For every dream you made come true
For all the love I found in you
I'll be forever thankful baby
You're the one who held me up
Never let me fall
You're the one who saw me through
through it all
You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything I’m Because you loved me
You gave me wings and made me fly
You touched my hand I could touch the sky
I lost my faith, you gave it back to me
You said no star was out of reach
You stood by me and I stood tall
I had your love I had it all
I'm grateful for each day you gave me
Maybe I don't know that much
But I know this much is true
I was blessed because I was loved by you
You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me
You were always there for me
The tender wind that carried me
A light in the dark shining your love into my life
You've been my inspiration
Through the lies you were the truth
My world is a better place because of you
You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me
You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I’m everything I’m
Because you loved me
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me

I found out that I really like this song these few days. My sis also used this song as their wedding theme song. The lyric of the song really touched me. I cried when I listened to this song, don’t know because of my sis or because of the lyric.

To YOU,
When will we meet?
When will YOU appear in my life?
How will we meet?
Do YOU know that I’m waiting for YOU?
Until this year, it has been 19 years of me waiting for YOU.
Although I’m waiting for YOU but I’m also afraid that I’ll be hurt by YOU.
Like people said, ‘Love is sweet yet pain’.
YOU won’t hurt me, right? Or will YOU?
I think I won’t have YOU for now, not until I graduated, I think.
But I’m very admired those that have their own YOU.
At least they had the experience loved by someone, or someone did propose to them before. But me nothing ever happened on me, maybe it is a good thing for me too, coz I’m afraid that I don’t know how to face it.
Can YOU promise me to appear in my life? At least once?
I’ll wait no matter how long it will take me. Just once….