시간는...무슨...

I think people define time differently…

Although scientifically, we shared/used the same time…

But still… Don’t get what I mean? (@_@)

For example, word such as ‘later’, ‘a while’, even ‘5 minutes’, ‘half an hour’, ‘1 hour’ etc… People tell you that they will be here ‘later’, so maybe you will think: “Ah, I think he/she will arrive soon”. But you can’t guarantee he/she will be here soon, maybe he/she has thing to do and need more time…

Even people who tell u exactly what the time they will be there, they are still not punctual, for sure, I can guarantee, they will also be late no matter by how long…

That is why I try not to care about the time people often promised me, because I know eventually they will disappoint me…

As for myself, I try my best to be punctual or at least not to let the people waited for me so long… Because I don’t like people to wait for me… I’ll feel ‘uncomfortable’…

I know it is hard to change because we are human. Don’t know why but sometimes I do feel dissatisfied with human being, even though I’m one…

Some actions/behaviors/talks etc. of human being makes me dislike them or maybe sometimes even ‘hate’ them… I know I shouldn’t say like this because I’m human too, but u know sometimes it is hard to control feeling… And for myself, I always let my feeling/emotion takes over my mind/thought… Which is not good actually…

However, I don’t expect me to change because I think I know myself, its hard for me to change one thing… But it still possible, it just a matter of time, I guess… Or some one that can make me to change… Who knows… Let see as time flies by…

P/S: If I'm 'bad', I'll do back what people did to me... :(

Time does flies...

Now already mid september...
Few more months n I'll graduated my diploma...
Thinking of going to USM
but the course they offered is not d one I wanted...
Mayb have to continue at KDU...
Our program leader, Miss Loo asked me to join Keele Uni...
A UK uni, that 'ganti' Northumbria in KDU...
Last time I thought wana take Murdoch program
but my senior aka housemate said many 'good' lecturers are leaving,
so she didn't encourage me to take that...
Thats why my mind also 'switch' to Keele...
People said it is better than Murdoch n tougher...
Duno la...But seem like my wish to study at local uni will 泡汤...
:(

Anyway, its juz a matter of time n location,
I'll still continue my degree for sure...^^

Seldom...

Now really seldom come n update my blog.
Its not that nothing had happened,
but it juz that I'm lazy to type n update my blog often.
But one thing that I'll do if I'm not 'blogging',
is that I'm 'twittering', its either one.
Twitter is easier I guess,
but my blog, I left it too long without update,
feel a bit... erm... duno how to say,
mayb i wana catch up my frens, since they update sometimes,
haha... sometimes feel this blog is ain't private anymore...
Anyway, it is still a way for my frens to know my recently...

New sem had started,
its the last sem for my dip. BA...
Thinking of going USM, but not sure if can enter or not...
Really feel 不安 inside...
Anyway, 'fighting' for my last sem...
Don wan to drop my CGPA...

Jerteh Kopitiam

Wah, only 1 post in July and now its already August...
Oh ya, i found another place to on9 besides KFC, which is Jerteh Kopitiam that located at the back (behind) of Bank Simpanan Nasional. I think it is better a bit than KFC coz it hav more plugs, before I thought only me tat used d line here, but now I'm here again n lot of ppl started to come here to on9 too...
I think this place will 'receive' lots more of ppl in d future, for sure they come here to use d line, since ppl started to hv their own laptop n v are developing now. By the way, Jerteh now unlike the Jerteh before, there are more shoplots now, n seem like a lot of 'outsiders' now... Ppl come from 'outside' to start/open their biz here, thats why I'm saying Jerteh is developing now, I believe Jerteh will become 'bigger' in d future.

P/S: At Jerteh Kopitiam now...

Wish Me Luck...^^

Wow, seem like long time dy din update my blog.
Recently addicted with games inside Facebook...^^
Plus, final exam also around. By the way, its tomolo actually...
Still reading at last minutes...
But doesn't put much effort like b4...
Mayb coz my midterm marks high dy,
Mayb coz this is my 2nd last sem...
Duno what the reason, but really - don really care bout the marks this time.
Coz I know that we all will pass the papers eventually, it juz that u want 'B' or 'A'...
Thats the matter...
I sure wan 'A' but my laziness is deeper/much more than my determination for 'A'...
Anyway, still will read a bit, or else I really will feel sorry for myself...^^
What a weird thinking/feeling...^^
Elaine said that she is very nervous bout the exam,
hope that my feeling din influence her much... I ain't tat nervous though...
And last, hope that all my frens will do well in their exams...
For sure I'll wish them all the best....

친구들,
화이팅!!!

Below is the time table for my final exam:

Mon 20/7 Macroeconomics 10-12pm
Tue 21/7 Company Law 10-12.30pm
Wed 22/7 E-Commerce 2-4pm
Thu 23/7 Critical Thinking 10-12pm

And after that ~~ HOLIDAYSSSSSSSSSSS!!!

藏

现在的我只想把自己藏起来，
哪怕小小的空间也好。
房间已是我最好的“藏所”。

另一面の我

我不喜欢别人看到我脆弱，软弱的一面。

我只想要他们看到开心，正面的我。

所以一旦我觉得心情不好时，我变得不想见人，想逃避。

我不希望我的心情会影响到他们，

不希望他们对我有所猜测。

是，我是：

自私，霸道，野蛮，不讲理，情绪化，懒惰，逃避，害怕，强词夺理，

any negative words that u can think of…

但这些都是‘有时’不是吗？Or most of the times???

总之，现在的我只想逃避。As for the moment…

PS: I wrote this long before in my laptop (Microsoft Word), intend to post it up one day. Wrote it last time when I feel so. This time also feel so, so post it up now, here.

DaoRae Korean Restaurant

Today I went to Daorae Restaurant with Elaine, Gloria and Leo oppa.
He is going back to Korea soon, so its kinda farewell for him.
I went to Desa Sri Hartamas de branch.
I wish to go to Kepong de coz TVXQ went there before, thats why I'm so insist to go there, but today at the restaurant I saw the poster and a photo with TVXQ's signs.
But I'm pretty sure that they went to Kepong branch one and not this one.
Leo oppa ordered pork belly, 'pa jeon', 'duk bok gi', one spicy soup duno called what, one soju, one steamed egg come with free side dished which can be 'refill'.
It costed us RM196, so after divided, RM50 per person. I know that it will be expensive, I dy prepared myself for it.
So sad can't take TVXQ poster coz I'm shy, still got ppl eating there.
Before we come back, Leo oppa brought us to a Korean market, I found my 'seolraeim' there.
It is a 'milk' ice-cream that TVXQ promotes.
I bought 2, RM5 each, although its a bit expensive, but what to do, its not like I can go to Korea and have it, so hv to spend the money here lor...

This is d photo took from other ppl's blog, but it still d same shop... Hehe...

Twitter

I'm a twitter-er now...
Sometimes I twitter-ing...
It is a new stuff for me now...
Unlike blog, it is something that I can release on d spot, at d moment...
For blog, I tend to write longer no matter I have d issue or not...
But for twitter, coz it got limited word, which is 140 per post,
so I think I can write something shorter n straight to the point...
I think it is more personal to me since I din let anyone know,
and no one around me that twitter...
So feel more free to write or express feeling...
Here still d same, still will express feeling but...
Anyway, it is a good thing for me as now I really need 'something' to express my whole...

SMS

I like SMS-ing coz
ppl won't know the mood and expression I'm having at the moment...

I dislike SMS-ing coz
I won't know ppl's mood and expression at the moment...

NONE

So bored now...Nothing to do...
Midterm exam started today, so just done my E-Comm paper...
I think most of my friends are having holidays now, KTAR's and also Uni's...
I'll be going back in the end of July, holidays for bout 1 month,
but my friends are all coming back for their studies dy by the time...
Left me alone there...

Met Sook Meng at restaurant just now, she also having midterm...
Oh ya, forget to mention, she is now taking diploma in biz admin, my 'junior'...
Also met yi long at the restaurant, but we din approach each other, although I saw him,
and I think he saw me too...Sorry, I'm not used to be the 'active' one to approach ppl...

I always wait for others to approach me first...
It is not that I act 'elegant' or sombong or what, but thats me...
People who don't know me, don't understand me, sure will think that I'm sombong...
But I'm not, in fact if u getting close to me, u'll find that I'm quite outspoken...Hehe...

Here my midterm time table:
22/5 Fri E-Commerce 3-4pm
26/5 Tue Macroeconomics 10-11am
27/5 Wed Company Law 10-11.30am
28/5 Thu Critical Thinking 10-11.30am

Good Luck n FIGHTING for my midterm....

Losing Appetite

These 1-2 weeks, I feel like losing my appetite...
Before I used to eat a lot, and always feel like eating,
but now don't really feel so... I know that it is not good for my body,
I should at least eat something...
Maybe they had 'trained' me become like that...
Today also, woke up at 2pm, but until now haven't eat anything...
Last night, I just ate 3 sushi, 3 takoyaki and 1 nutrigen for my dinner...
And for supper, I ate McD's 2 apple pies at bout 1am because help Aza n Gloria do the decoration...
Sleep at bout 5am 'last night'... So today didn't go to school because Elaine also din go...
It is not like I'm purposely not eating for my 'diet', I ain't that kind of person...
Just hope that this won't effect my health much...
Praying for my health...

Ps: Yesterday went to 1U with Aza n Elaine to sing K...1st time in my life...Ok lor, quite fun...Coz can scream, released all those 'unnecessary' feelings...

Something...

There is/are something(s) in myself, my heart that I can't let go of...Don't know what it is, but what I know is, it really make me feel 'heavy', 'burdened'... For these few days... Once I'm moody then I'll be 'suck' in relationship with friends, which I don't want, if only I can control my feelings... I know that we can control our feelings, maybe I did, but its not work for me every times...Sometimes I failed...

Yesterday was the day that I didn't eat any rice...Although there are days that I didn't eat rice for the whole day, but at least I'll still eat maggie, or noodles, or what so ever...But yesterday, really, I just drank two cup of chocolate milk drink, two chocolate rolls (London swiss rolls), and an ice-cream (similar to cornetto one)... Thats all what I ate for yesterday...If I'm not mistake, this is the first time in my 20 years of life...

Nonsense

谁说： ‘爱情来了就挡不住’？
对我来说， 只要你不要的，谁也逼不了你的，
只要你不要，就会想办法拒绝的，
不去接触它，不去靠近它，就可避免了，
就算它来了， 如果你不要， 你也可以挡住的！

谁说： ‘Nothing is Impossible’？
Not everything is possible lor...
Its not like if u wan then it will happen..
Although it is right to say that if u put effort then u might achieve...
But the word MIGHT is not a guarantee word, there might be failure too...
Thats why I don believe in the saying of 'Nothing is Impossible'...
Even u try hard but if others don, there will still be failure, isn't it...
Now u guys think... Whether I'm rite or not...
Its not that I'm a negative thinker...
I still believe that u can achieve something if u really want it n u try hard for it,
I just don believe everything will go as I like...Coz we still need to deal with people...

Sleepless......

Look like I won't be able too sleep now...
Have to wait after few hours...
Really wana write this at here...
Although only few sentences...
But duno why, when I c this few sentences only,
I feel like to write more although nothing to write...
Just wana write here = OK nite...
Ok, will stop here...

PS: MUST DO the Company Law assignment later...

**Happy 20th Birthday**

16th April 2009

Today went to Sushi King to eat RM2 per plate sushi n 顺便 celebrate my 20^th birthday… At first I was afraid that I haven’t ‘recover’ from my bad mood yet, yes, I haven’t, not until I arrived at the Sushi King at 1U and saw two of my Malay ‘friends from my hometown, we studied at the same secondary school, although we don’t have much interaction but I do remember their faces… This ‘met’ really make me feel surprise and this had make me feel better actually… Luckily I sempat ‘recover’…

I ate exactly 10 plates of sushi… Then later they helped me celebrate my birthday, Elaine bought me a chocolate cake, Gloria, Aza, Jasmine and Melvin helped me to pay for the food I ate… They did sing me birthday song which makes me feel embarrassed yet happy…

This is my second times celebrate birthday with friends (lot people)… The first time is in my hometown when I was 18^th with Siew Hua, Chin Sia, Chia Ling, Kai Bin, Han Wei, Ming Kun, Chin Yun, I think I missed out some, forget dy, sorry… Hehe..

Although it is an earlier birthday celebration, but I’m still happy…

Thanks to Elaine^^, Gloria^^, Aza^^, Jasmine^^ and Melvin for celebrating my birthday… I won’t forget today de…

17th April 2009

Today received messages from friends and also family... It is 祝福 messages... Thanks to them who doesn't forget my birthday... But I kinda have a weird feeling, felt like my birthdays was yesterday, maybe cause of the celebration... Haha... But anyway, I had an unforgettable 20th Birthday this year... Really thanks to all my friends...

사랑

14/4 (Tue) went to watch ‘Confession of a Shopaholic’ and ‘He Just Not That into You’… Although the 1^st movie is about shopaholics and their ‘world’ but it also touched bout “LOVE”, as the title, the 2^nd movie is all about “LOVE”… Today I just finish watched a Korean movie titled ‘My Sassy Girlfriend’, it is a long time movie and it is not my first time watching it, and yes, it is about “LOVE” again…

Watching or reading about “love story’ really make me feel ‘something’… I can’t think of a word now to describe my feeling… But how I put it, ‘various’ of feelings and thoughts…

Sometimes I wonder what LOVE has that made one’s life upside down… I guess I won’t know now because I never experienced it… But listen to my friends, watching/reading so many love stories, had made me a conclusion “LOVE = Happiness+Sadness”, although there are much more feelings and ‘things’ in LOVE…

Don’t know why but I feel a bit upset when I saw my friends are sad or crying because of their ‘LOVE’, if the boyfriends love them why they still hurt them, I really don’t understand this… I know that in every relationship (includes friendship) there sure will be 伤害, but if we try to minimize it or at least try to work it out, then won’t it better for everyone…

Sometimes I do wish that I can live in ‘a world’ that is only making of ‘love, trust, and peace’, but I know that I’m only dreaming… How human being was created at first? I do believe that they were once very pure and innocent, living in the world with peace… But don’t know what had made humans nowadays???

Although I’m saying all these things, but me myself as a human, can’t run from what a human being is, which mean I’m also a part of them, I’m also acting like them, which I really wish I’m not… I really want to be nice, kind, yes, I did, but I also did bad things… which sometimes really made me feel like ‘giving up’ the human being and the world…

사랑은, 뭐지???

Once!

Just done my fees payment... Later 2pm class...So still got time to write here...
Here my story go for today...
After having my breakfast+lunch, I went to Petronas to withdraw money for my fees payment...
I withdraw RM4000, which my fees is RM4050...
After we walked to school's bursary department to pay...
I haven't count the money I withdraw yet, which I always do that every time before...
I took out the money from my bag and let the person count the money... I thought wana borrow juz RM50 from my fren coz I din bring enough money...
And thing happen when she said that the RM4000 I gave her is not enough, it is juz RM3950, I started to look in my bag, and u know what I can't find the Rm50, so have to borrow RM100 from my fren...
Now I started to think that it is quite impossible for the ATM machine to give u d wrong amount of money, so there is only one possibility, which is the person herself count wrongly, or did she intend to 'take' my money 'personally'... Not sure bout this, but the ATM machine never did wrong to me, they always give out the correct amount of money I asked for...
If really the person who 'count wrongly', then there is nothing I can do lor, juz think that I 'donate' to school, so that I'll feel better...

WHY???
Why everything must happened to me once so that I can learn from it?
Last time also, I was cheated for RM500 coz of some reasons... Then I had learn my mistake...
This time also like that... This is juz couple of examples, there are a lot more actually happened to me, it juz that I can't think of them now...
But from these two examples, the conclusion is the same, which is 'TRUST NOBODY'....

Why human must learn from mistake?
Why we must pay some 'price' for it?
Is it we pay for our 'lessons'?
Why am I too easily trust in people?
But why human have to cheat/trick/lie?
I really want to trust people and believe in them without any doubt...
Don't u think that it is tiring to doubt people?
It is for me... Thats why I trust in people...
But what they have gave me is only broken the trustworthy I gave them...

Although so... I still believe there will be good people out there somewhere...
My frens are also trustworthy... Are them??? Are u guys???
That they will have to answer themselves, I dy gave out my trust to them...

Lesser Posts...

First time started blogging (first year), very rajin, will write a lot... Almost everyday will write... No matter important or not important de stuffs will also written in d blog...

Second time blogging (second year), still rajin but lesser compared to the first time... Still write all those important or not so important stuffs... But the days to write will decrease...

Third time blogging (third year), now seem like not so often to write down stuffs...The posts much lesser compared to the first n second year... Hope that this year will write a lot la... Coz this year will be my last year for diploma... After that will separate with frens... We all are going to walk on our own path... So hopefully we will create a lot of memories this year... Coz we got a lot of things/plans that we wana do... Hope that can done all those plans... It will be great then as a memory~~~

Sickness???

Lately I'm not feeling well...But its not that serious though...
If I'm not taking myself, then I'll sick for sure...
Sickness 1 - flu
Sickness 2 - fever
Sickness 3 - sore throat
These are the sickness I'll get if I keep not taking care of myself...
Coz now also I'm having all these symptoms but not serious yet...
Hopefully won't get worse la... I dy drink a lot of water these days...
~~~Fighting for health~~~

Another Day at KFC

At KFC wif quite a lot of ppl here...
Y am I here?
Coz stay at home boring of course...
Here also bore but at least got internet provided...
Should I go back on Friday? I'm thinking tat..
But will my mom say anything... Duno...
Still thinking~~~But maybe I dy made decision in my mind, it juz tat I wana say it out...
Yup, it decided actually... Lets do what I thought~~~

Going Home...

Today, ya its today, I'm going back to Jerteh,
tonight 9pm bus...
Not sure whether this will be my last post for march
coz I don think I'll on9 after go back, not sure yet, see 1st...
Oh ya, I'll be coming back on 4th April, Saturday,
but haven't asked my mom to buy ticket yet,
I think the ticket will be available coz d time I come back is normal days,
nothing to do with holidays..
Sis is going back to Kuantan Friday nite by bus too...
So can't spend time with her...
I plan to have haircut after I go back,
wana cut my hair short, its my wish,
but duno la if the barber can cut it pretty or not...
I really wana try boy haircut for once...

P/S:Waiting for final exam results...Hope everything is fine...

Last Paper - FA2 & HRM

Today I'll have my last 2 papers for my final exam, which are FA2 n HRM....
N after tomolo I'll be free...
Decided to watch movies for 2 days with my frens (Tue & Wed) before I go back to Jerteh, too much movies that I wana watch...
Oh ya, forget to mention that I decided to go back to Jerteh this Thursday nite, already bought the ticket...
Now, all in my mind is HOLIDAYssssssss only, although I haven't sit for my papers...
Hopefully, what I had memorized today, oh, I mean yesterday, will stick with me for today's exams la... HRM still ok la, but a lot to memorize coz its all about theory... Aiming 'A' for this paper...
FA2 is bout account lor, have to know how to arrange them n calculate them correctly n also hv to make sure that v get the same balance... Haiz... No confidence in this paper... Hopefully I can still get 'B' la...
Now, still blogging, haven't sleep...Don't worry, will try to sleep before 3am... Hahaha...

Anyway, wish me all the best for today exam...
So do my frens... All the best to u guys...
Aja...Aja...Fighting...

1st Post in March

I'll be having my final exam starting this Friday.
Below is the timetable :
13/3 Fri Biz Statistics 10-12.30 pm LHE
16/3 Mon Financial Accounting2 10-12.30 pm Auditorium
Human Resource Management 2-4 pm Auditorium

But my problem is now, I can't start to study yet...
Why this happen to me every time when it comes to exam time?
Why can't I be more hardworking to study?
Everyone starts to study yet but I'm still at d same place... Doesn't move...
No matter what I'll try to study n finish my notes in this week...
After exam, then I'll have 2 weeks semester break coz my exam finish earlier...
Should I go back? Last time coz v thought v only hv 1 week time, so decided to go play...
But now I hv 1 more week so should I go back?
I wana go back but if my frens are having activities here, I wana join them too...
Why can't I be at 2 places at d same time? Haha...

And last, 'FIGHTING' for my final exam...

A Day at Low Yat Plaza

Yesterday went to Low Yat Plaza with Elaine, Gloria, Jasmin, Aza, Sook Ming, Nick and ASoon.

I bought :
320GB Hard Disk - RM250
Laptop skin cover - RM12
Microsoft brand mouse - RM39

The 320GB hard disk is not 320 GB, it just 298GB only. I know that it will be smaller than 320GB but never thought that it will decrease so much, haiz... But never mind la... Oh ya, nick help us to choose de, he also help 5 other people to buy hard disk...

After bought the hard disk, nick, aSoon and sook ming went back 1st. So v all separate lor. While Elaine, Gloria n Jas went to Sungei Wang to shop, me n Aza chose to watch movie at Times Square. Actually Aza is the one who want to watch, i just company her. We watched "Punisher2". After the movie, we went to Sungei Wang to meet wif others. Arrived there, I saw 唐禹哲 at the concourse area, he was taking photos, I guess he is having 签唱会 there. Then v looked for our frens, they were watching him, Elaine also took some pictures of him. At night was 张惠妹 签唱会，so in a day v saw 2 artists. Actually v din saw A Mei, coz v were on d way back n she was signing for her fans, only saw she hair was tying and din really saw d face.

Oh, forget to mention this. Soon after v arrived Low Yat, i found out that my period come, but i din bring my pad, so how... Then i rushe dto the toilet n juz used tissue to hold it coz i don wan to waste my money to buy a pack pf pad, coz i dy hav them at home... So for the whole day, i just use tissues to hold it. Luckily it din come too much... Hehe... Consider lucky me...

We arrived home quite late, forget dy wat time...
Thats how my day ended yesterday...

喜新厌旧吗？

喜 新 厌 旧

是这样吗？

吖，是这样啊。

噢，应该 不是 这样啊！

不应该这样的！绝对不应该 ！

厌倦了吗？

我是个容易对某件事厌倦的人吗？也许吧。
最近发现对相处一年多了的朋友开始有点‘厌倦’了。
还是因为我的心情（不好），所以给影响了。我也不清楚。
但我也发现到他对我也似乎有点‘厌倦’了的感觉吧。也许我多心了，但愿如此。
今天本来是我们去看电影的日子，但不知为何我们也没去，我只说最近没有我想看的戏，也不想花钱因为这星期五我们将会去KL，想省点钱。可是我总觉得他是想去看的。
今晚的晚餐他们说要出去吃，虽然我不是很想出门，但是还是答应了他们。我很想拒绝但。。。。还是去了。不想参加他们也许是因为我们当众有人有了男朋友，去了免得看到他们甜甜蜜蜜的样子。我是否妒嫉呢？也许吧？不知为何就是不想看到那样。
但愿今晚不会扫了他们的兴吧。毕竟大家是快快乐乐的。

P/S: 今天的post只是for今天的罢了！It has no harm at all...

Valentine's Day

First of all I would like to wish u guys a Happy Valentine's Day
For ppl who have their half today will be a very happy day for both of them, but for ppl who is single like me, it is not a day to celebrate.
Years before this I don't have any feeling toward Valentine's Day but this year duno if I was influenced by my fren or what, I started to have a little feeling. Not sure if the feeling is sad or what, but I don't like it.
This year I'm 20, it makes me thinks that when will I have my 1st Valentine? How many years do I still need to wait to celebrate my 1st Valentine? Will there be someone to celebrate with me? Will I ever experience it?
Oh, really hate this feeling. Its so negative. So unlike me, that I always make myself to think to the positive side.
It is only a day but it can makes some people to feel bad but also can make some people feel to be loved...

This Year - 2009

This year seems not to be a good year for some people.
Just finish read my frens' blog and found out that many of them were having bad times.
Not only that, I oso accidentally heard my 2 housemates cried for 2 times (coz of love stuff).
They are so outgoing n quite active that I will never thought that they will easily cry. That incident really shocked me. I hope that they will feel better.

Duno if I'm too comfortable wif myself or what but I don feel anything 'negative' yet.
The only thing I haven't 'get rid' of is letting out of my tears.
I really want to cry this few days, but I can't. It not that bcoz I'm feeling sad or what.
But I just wana cry. Cry for no reason. Am I crazy? No, but no one will understand me, they will just think that what is wrong wif me.
I want to cry bcoz I haven't cry for a long time, and I think that there are a lot of tears inside my eyes, thats why I wana get rid of them.

May the year 2009 be a happy and comfortable year for all of us.

P/S: Hua, from ur blog, i found out that u r having 'negative' thinking n feeling. Why it is so? Don't be like that. Think positively and try to have good feeling then u'll feel better. Can call me if u need some one to talk to. Really hope that u become a happy-go-lucky gal coz u r always like that in my mind.

1st Working Experience - Tesco

This morning around 11.30am, I was awake by Yin Hui, my housemate, she asked if I wana work part time today. Since I got asked her to offer me a job before and I also wana try it, so I accepted her offer. My job is at Tesco. I have to arrive there at 12.30pm. So thats how my day started.

Today, is my 1st time working. I work at a 'yee sang' booth in Tesco, giving ppl to test the food.
For me, I don't mind to stand the whole day, but today I wear high heels that I'm not used to wear before, so my legs now damn hurt. If only I got a pair of suitable shoes. I din ask bout my payment yet, so not sure bout it. Although hurt n tired but at least this is my 1st experience of working. Luckily there is a boy that always talk with me, so I'm not that bored. His mom is working there too, giving out KFC vouchers, I guess, coz she also gave me 3 vouchers.

Today is also my 2nd day of period, so my tiredness is ++++++++. But actually I'm not that care bout tiredness, it just the shoes that make my legs hurt n make me feel wana give up of working. I hope next time I can work as the 'fliers gal' la, that wan give ppl fliers de. I think that kind can wear a sport shoes gua. Or should I buy a pair of black shoes so that next time got work then I can wear it. Just in case I wana work part time again in the future.

Forget to mention one more thing, I lost my worker's pass too today, duno why so careless, suppose have to charge RM5 for it, but the security there said no need since this is my 1st time, so a bit lucky too. Hehe. Juz came back around 11pm, then chat a while with Winnie, who is my housemate, also work for the same job but different place at One Utama Mall. Haven't bath yet, so lazy, juz wana to on bed n sleep...

This is how my day ended today... Hwaiting... Wishing for better tomorrow...

Sick???

These few days always go out, maybe that is the cause why I feel sick now.
Start to have flu from yesterday, I guess, when we were at 1U shopping mall.
And because of that, I'm sneezing many times today.
A bit of coughing too since few days ago. But haven't become serious yet.
Now start eating medicine before those sickness getting worse.
Some more CNY is getting nearer, I don wan to celebrate it with sickness.
So hopefully my sickness will recover as soon as possible.
I can't stand the flu, really make me uncomfortable.
Coughing is better, but the best is still being healthy.
Nowadays also a lot of people fallen sick too, maybe coz of the weather, I guess.
Everyone, please take care of yourself so that u won't fall sick.
For those who sick dy, hope that u guys will get well soon too...
Fighting for the health.

These Few Days

These few days always go out.
Two days dy go out together wif Gloria n her bf.
Seeing both of their acts like holding hands n talk, make me think of my future wif my bf too.
I'm thinking I wana 'protect' my hands so that in the future when He holds my hands, He will feel that my hands are soft and comfortable to hold (and from other aspects too). What my point is, I wana prepare myself for Him. But it is obvious that I'm thinking too much.
I think it won't be easy for me to find a guy that will LOVE me. Hope that I won't be like my eldest brother lor, although 30++ still can't get a GF. I'm quite worry too.
Now still young, 20 only, but as time passed by, my young age won't stay too, it will flew as the time. Shoudn't thinking bout this now, should concentrate on my study. It is ok too coz no guys will bother me in my study.
Feeling 'down' too these few days, mayb classes started dy or mayb......

The Person

How can the person update his blog so often?
Is it so many things that he wanted to write out?
But how can he be so rajin to write?
Me myself, have lots of thoughts but too lazy to write it out, I know that I dy mentioned this many times. But after read his blog, it really make me wana mrite my blog too, duno why I act like that. Is it because I wana compete with him? No, I don't think so. But it juz happened that after read his blog, I'll also write something in my blog. Haha. Its some kind of psychology (mental) problem, I guess. Hehe. Not saying that I'm psycho. But I think its quite good lor like this, coz by this I can update my blog more often. Although I din write too many things or meaningful things but atleast I write something that in my mind now. Can say that he is my 'inspiration' but it quite weird to say him like tat. Haha. What so ever la...

The Feeling Now

What I feel now is to go back to PJ as soon as possible, its not because I'm rush to go back to college to start my class, but its because I'm quite bore stay at home now, since my bro and my sis left back to their place, only me left here with my mom, dad n 2nd bro... I feel more comfortable and fun with both my bro and sis at home... Another reason is because I can't use the internet at my home very often coz the bill will become very high then, so I wana go back to house at PJ to use the internet, hehe, such a lousy excuse, but its true.... Now at KFC Jerteh, juz finish do the tampalan gigi... I choose to come here coz if I stay at home I'll also feel bore... No internet, no nice tv programmes, only my laptop n videos left for my entertainment, but lucky got them or I'll be more and more bore stay at home the whole day... Thats all for now... Really have lots of thoughts but lazy to type it out...

P/S: I'm not sure what I had wrote above, coz I feel like I'm blank...Juz wana write something since I din update my blog for a long time... Hehe...